a dream plot

is it my morning taste buds went wrong or what?i thought this orange taste bitter or extreme sour!so much so for healthy choice-fruits before meal.duh...am i gonna finish it?
hold on..i find another fruit.

ok..an apple.

so to my dream.it was another one of those weird and senseless combination dreams,but one part of it scares me.

i dreamt for some reasons,i chose to gave up Jason.and then guess who is his next partner?no..not Joann.
but its my dear sis.
and then i was also with another weird guy i dunno very well..

one point..i was suddenly very very cold/as the wind blew,i was shivering alot.so that guy finally hug me while i was sitting down,and him standing infront of me.he was very warm...like jason.i lie on him,hugging his waist..but i know im definitely thinking of jason.

when he sent me back,i stop infront of a shop...like 7-eleven(for some reasons,some places you know in ur dreams always changes its physique)and knelt down there.
i knew this cant go on..i very sorry and wanted jason back so much,coz i realised i loves him alot.
so i said good bye to that guy,suddenly knowing his name..either its 'yi4 fang2' or 'qi2 fang2',telling him i need to go somewhere first and left quickly.

i was determined to get jason back,coz i know he still loves me.
but when i passed by this coffeeshop..i saw him and yng,dressing up in a very sexy black top,talking intensely.facing each other,leaning a lil fwd,and carrying up a decent coversation.

i wasnt angry with either of them,esp yng(coz this should be the kinda relationship Yng deserves,not the one Simon is giving her now),but i was damn jealous.

i quickly walked past the coffee shop and went to central,wanting jason to meet me there.but i was very upset then.an old man popped beside me,(he was the one that stands outside 7-11 just now,like sweeper or something)

he knew what exactly is my problem.i wondered how he know,man.he told me he knew that im regretting for something coz i knelt down crying,even when my bf was accompanying me home.
i told that old man...i let go of someone i love becoz of something i thought it matters to me in the past.i wanted him back..and something lidat la.it was a dream,ok..

and i know exactly..that something in the past must be about ronald.but strange enough ronald isnt anywhere near in my dreams,other than the 7-11.

i msg him trembling..but..when i reach central..it kinda leads to another dream already.coz i saw my aunties,new babies and so on.

so end of plot one.

what a dream....
but why am i always the one who will do the wrong thing?i remembered previously there is also a dream similar to this.i let go of jason,then realise i loves him alot.

isnt guys supposed to be the vilians in love?

anyway.....that just goes to show,i love him,yea?

going to chalet later.man...they had ALOT of food,too much for 89 pax.here goes my diet plan.BUSTED!